Beneath The Exterior

now I feel my tears shredding through my skin my convictions seep into my open wounds as the idea you've pressed on me are the fears that I bury within my distorted thoughts as this tear runs down my structured face images of your impulsive greed shreds my existence as your hands give life to the razors that slice my violated throat how to comprehend that nightmare you so willingly helped me fall in debt to what appeased you? answer me that piece by piece it slowly deteriorates my sanity if any is left.