Self loathing

I can see what i want you can see what i want yeeeeaarrrrgghhh!! I can't have what i want no one has what they want it's all waste self destruct try to have what i want going to take what i want arrrrrrrrrrrrrgggghhhhhhhhhhhh! leads to ruin what i want left with nothing in my want it falls apart self loathing take apart what i want disecting all i want yeeeeaaaarrgggghhhhh! resign to self destruct all because what i want despise my role in this what it was is no more it is pain self loathing i can see more clearly than before there's no worth in just existence must have more calculate i can see what i want you can see what i want i can't have what i want no one has what they want