any color i want

you'd never know i existed in your world. no photos left, no words. a lost city with no relies to uncover. no one else could know. how could they? you have no visible scaring. it was convenience. it was abuse. written at daybreak. i shook the whole walk over. written at daybreak, this note pinched. index to thumb. middle for support. i would never in my life drop this. to do so would be like dropping my own heart. it's been years since i've stood on your porch. several memories flash at once. I don't even know f you still live here. attached is everything you've written me. ive highlighted all of the lies. enjoy. attached are these lies.