slip step

this first step taken. with every ounce of My spirit. will prove once and for all that you don't exist. a crutch i cry, a crutch you and i are one. this whole time i had such a firm grasp on myself. i needed to call it something. i make mayself accountable to strangers. i forgot myself. i have lost myself. you kept me from self-destruction. you kept me from growth. i have once again outgrown myself. where do i go from here???