Remembrance

Waking up so cold In this bed I've laced with sweat Dripping in all my “used to be’s” As I start to reminisce, I start to breathe it in That nostalgic air I remember thinking Those were the days When the rain couldn’t fall I remember the deep blue skies And not having a fucking care in the world But I know it’s not real But I can’t escape this This air has filled my lungs And I can’t breathe out This nostalgic air is so stale How could I forget? All the horror and all the regret I’m forgetting Those were never our beautiful days They will always be our darkest days We were living through our darkest days