When Losing Everything Is Everything You Wanted by Departures
Everything’s the same Feeling so fucking drained Voice stretched out across the discordant tones That fill up my life Maybe I’m just wrapped up in self pity Or maybe it’s the thought of all this repetition My head is pounding and it’s only silence Coming out of these headphones I’ll wait forever on a tomorrow that never comes It’s all I have Driving but I can’t see the road anymore I always seem to miss the turn off My tank is running so low It’s running scared Because I’ve got nowhere to go I’m wading through this life Wading through a life I barely know as my own Giving up instead of growing up It’s all I’ve ever known The cycle really has to end I’m still waiting For my guiding light To reignite All my teenage dreams Are coming back to laugh at me But I’m climbing out this hole It’s taken 25 years to dig Waiting for my guiding light to reignite