Downfall

I'm going the fuck insane I've got wires busting out of my head the roaches are crawling into my flesh my veins are pumping raw fluid to my brain I want to throw myself down the stairs I'm reading things into my thoughts I see myself looking out the door the electrodes are implanted into my eyes I want to get out of this zone my head is bursting with juices breathing is my downfall my vision is a lie what I see isn't what it is time is my worst friend time is my best enemy I'm alone inside it all you really have no idea how real this thing can get you really have no idea how real this thing will get dislocated from the rest of the world burned out core empty lost inside my thoughts stuck in here there is no way out caught inside myself caught inside of you I'm dying I'm dying I'm dying you have to die die within yourself if you want to survive life many decide decide for themselves it's too big of a burden to carry got a feeling deep down in my gut it makes me want to fall on the floor never coming back no I'm never coming back to this place of endless pain I'm hoping to leave I'm hoping to leave this life is too hard for me to conceive I'm hoping to leave I'm hoping to leave but another day is what I'll receive