Divided I Stand
by Off Balance· from Demo
Ridiculed, patronized, pushed away, cast aside / All alone, by myself, always on the outside / Looking in, don't fit in, that's the way it's always been / And the way it will be / Everyone's an enemy / In this world full of lies, everyone betrays / And honesty is met with deceiving ways / Hollow gestures and false concern / If you open up, then you're gonna get burned / Been cheated, mistreated, broken man, defeated / No one wanted or needed any part of me / Been busted, disgusted / Betrayed by those I trusted / Nothing but a hole where my heart used to be / This negative out look, I really can't control / All I see is smut as the truth unfolds / It shatters the illusion and opens my eyes / And I don't want to, but I despise / Everything I see and even myself / I'm in a sick state of mental health / Life knocked me down, now sorrow obsessed / That's why my tolerance gave it a rest