Emotional Wreck
by Off Balance· from Demo
I can't always tell what's in my head and what's real / A sense of closure, will I ever feel? / Disconnected with mankind and all of it's creations / Instability and chaos at the root of my foundation / The world around me viewed with delusion / Vertigo erupts, I'm controlled by confusion / Tension hostility - the forces that drives / This cynical nature that keeps me alive / Swamped with distress on my quest for purity / Absent from existance is a sense of security / Obsess with regret - the burden of a heavy load / Weighs hard on my conscience - itching to explode / EMOTIONAL WRECK / All bent out of shape / EMOTIONAL WRECK / Self destruction, angst and booze / Is the type of life I choose / I've found that "good" just doesn't exist / With all the faceless masses, I can't coexist / The way I view what's going on around me / I sense and feel things that no one else sees / A sea of psychosis, uncertainty and conflict / I'm proud to realize that I'm a goddamn lunatic / LIFE OF SHIT / it NEVER STOPS - I've hit a dead end / LIFE OF SHIT it NEVER STOPS - just goes from bad to worse / LIFE OF SHIT it NEVER STOPS - born under a curse / When I'm dead and gone, cry for yourself, don't cry for me / You stuck it out in this miserable life and now I am free / Can't dwell on self-pity, view my shattered world - I must look the other way / Pick up the pieces, learn from my mistakes - SUFFER ANOTHER DAY