Better Days

I've spent so much time with my head in my hands. Let to many times to even think of better days. So many thoughts run through my head,all day long I'm seeing red. Anger has got the best of me,Happiness is something i'll never see. I know that I'll be like this forever,so don't tell me that it will get better. Walk in my shoes for one day. Then you'll understand why I'm this way.