Feel the hate

I open my eye's and I force them shut,I can't stand the sight of a world that makes me fucking sick. How can i dream at night? Everyday is an endless fight. Confusion,Depression. I'm such a fucking mess. I close my eyes to a world where im worthless. Feel the hate, I felt the pain. If tomorrow never fucking came,i'd be the only one left i could blame. not knowing what to say. Just wishing the pain away. Feel the hate I felt the pain.